Artist: TFO
CD: Paranormal Psychosis
Song: Introspection
My emotions are at their fullest/
I know ya’ll are gonna feel this one/
Everything’s comin out/
I can feel it slowly comin/
Creepin, I can hear the bullets thumpin/
Fiendin, I can’t read if he bluffin/
Bleedin, but I’ve taken enough and/
Proceedin, I’m not the greatest who ever spit it/
There’s a lot of people I view simply as a hinderance/
Tell em all good riddance you fuck with me you finished/
Because everytime I’m around you I get the jitters/
But times proceeds, I’m smoking my weed/
Hopin it gives the fix I need/
My minds very hard to read and I’m quite introspective/
Time is money and it’s funny cuz I’m countin every second/
I find this money not you dummies for the record/
I’ve fined the money from kids frontin felt disrespected/
I gotta stick my head up, make loot like my father did/
Help myself escape viewin what really bother me/
Because everywhere I looked I saw my friends in poverty/
While I’ve been livin wealthy and many acknowledged me/
Not livin healthy but I’m wealthy so you don’t notice/
My money not my problems has been many’s focus/
That’s why you beggin for a hit from my roach clips/
And I just sit back and get to steady tokin/
Though it was a good invention, I will never fall a victim/
Never be a symptom of this capitalistic system/
Yeah
I defeinitely feel it comin
I’m pourin my heart out on this one
You gotta feel me
Betrayed by women, that’s me, are you kiddin/
This I’ve been meanin to spit and get on my position/
I tried to give her everything she couldn’t afford/
She had enough but to me that broad was real poor/
I tried to be everything she needed then some more/
I guess getting girls just isn’t part of my repertoire/
I’m getting on my knees because now Lord I need ya/
As hard as I tried I still lost my Lisa/
I got the message that she left me, and I cried for days/
And all this leads to the words I say/
See, I could never drop Chelly, rather take six to the
belly/
I said no broad gonna tell me but my heart feels like jelly/
I kept feedin myself more shit, and it was bullshit/
Type of broad I could wife, have kids, no abortion/
Now I’m at a loss and my friends gave me caution/
Now they think I’m just blowin this shit out proportion/
Now everytime I see your picture, I’m feelin bitter/
I’d give you everything you needed, keep you constantly weeded/
Sober up and I would have done the same and proceeded/
But I guess my love wasn’t good enough, it wasn’t hood
enough/
You need a bad guy, one who knows the hood is rough/
My thoughts are racing, and I think I need to lie down/
I’m goin through pain that explains why I’m high now/
You were my star but just like one you had to die out/
Yeah…
Word…
This some real personal shit right here ya’ll
Ya’ll got me emptyin my soul, everything onto this track
That’s why I love ya’ll
And my music
So I stand at a crossroads, where I gotta cross roads/
Build bridges, kill bitches, let the boss know/
I feel a lot of relationships dyin out, because I’m tiring
out/
My days of simply wildin out makin noise in this quiet town/
It’s all gotta quiet down, be mature, I’m ridin now/
Plus you know the realest dudes make their moves quiet now/
Lisa’s gone, and I’ll mourn, but I gotta move on/
Find another chick to please my dick, and not get screwed
on/
Getting attached is what’s really causin these raps/
Filled with pain as I reign cuz I’m fallin in traps/
I’m forgin some scraps, got beef, but I don’t like to act/
Rather sit back and let themselves cause their collapse/
The phones tapped and my mans, in the event of my demise/
Merc those who got me and ride against those I despise/
Keep your heads high, I’m on my realest shit/
And if he’s the cause, then please, kill the bitch/
Don’t show mercy draws curtains and that’ll be certain/
I want 7 dead for my head so ya’ll can be learnin/
I sent this message cuz I’m restless spittin is where I’m
best in/
Crackaz are restin when they need loot, gotta get investin/
So for B, Chelly, Keith, and everyone who had raised me/
Ya’ll are the reason I continue to carry my crazy/
And even those handling drama seems like my job/
I’ll still make it, I have to, I’ll go against all odds/
I’m finished ya’ll…
This is the most personal shit I’ve written in a while…
You gotta feel me…
TFO…and I’m out…
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